I'm at the library. I've been kicked out of my apartment by two very well-intentioned carpet cleaners who decided to start cleaning as I was still running out the door (literally, machines were running the second they hit carpet) so I wound up here - the Kalamazoo Public Library. Which I love, for multiple reasons. A - there's life here. All kinds of people. Mother's with babies and screaming toddlers (he wants peanut butter - now!), people doing research (studiously pouring over old newspapers and microfilm - I love microfilm. I feel like a detective when I get to put it into the machine and flip past everything, so very cool.), people surfing the net (gotta love free WiFi), people actually reading (I know!), and people just getting in out of the cold. When I sat down on the main floor to look at some books I'd gathered, I noticed a table of 4 men in front of me. They had magazines out but they weren't really reading it seemed. And one of them, the youngest looking one, grunted loudly every minute or so. Pretty soon they all got up, gathered their bags and coats and headed for outside. I noticed that the oldest looking man stopped to help the youngest zip up his coat. And this was all done without a word. It's amazing what you see at the library. Love - who would have guessed. God must have wanted to show off a little this morning;-)
I'm doing some research for a friend who's writing a book, on happiness. I've found a book and it's all about what makes us happy and why. So here's my question - who out there, either in Kabul or Kalamazoo, is happy? Let me know:-)
2 comments:
Sarah!
Oh pete's! I've been reading your eloquent writing thinking wow...this girl is deep. Is this the same girl I used to giggle with and complain with over our silly officemate's coffee drinking habits in grad school??!?
So just to respond. I am happy. Of course there are a lot of things that make me sad or frustrated, but overwhelmingly enough the happy outweigh the sad and frustrating.
I am happy I can read your blogs and see what life is like in the Kalamazoo Public Library. I can see it's nothing like the Springfield Library because you failed to mention the homeless people trying to scam you out of money or drinking all of the water cooler water:) Or maybe the homeless are just more low key?!?
I am happy that I have Crosby, who no matter what I do or how my day has gone will snuggle on my chest and pretend he weighs 12lbs not 40lbs. (Big boobs are good for something I guess!)
I am happy I have two parents who are alive and love me with all their hearts. As well as my brother who acts like he doesn't care and gives me a hard time like it's a game to dislike me, but deep down I know he'd give me the world if I needed. (We cut a deal that if he won the powerball I could have $1000. What a nice brother!)
I am happy I have friends. Friends like you who send me instant messages, emails and real cards in the mail (and send me thank you cards for the same gift more than once!).
What makes me happy is knowing whatever my situation is it could always be worse, so I should be glad it's not that bad.
Well I may not be in Kalamazoo or Kabul, but I am happy here in Ferndale. The house is empty and quiet. Sometimes that is the best thing. Quiet. So I am probably happy because it is quiet.
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